I am Wilder's mommy. A grieving mother with empty arms, tear-stained cheeks, and an aching heart. I created this blog to express my grief and support other mothers of stillborn babies, especially when it is their firstborn. There is nothing worse than the absence of your child and the silence of your sad home. As I continue to move through grief, this blog may morph, but for now, as I am in early grief, it will be an outpouring of my love for my sweet baby boy.